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I’m the king of the castle!

March6

Well soph and Hayden have been absolutely brilliant at trying to come up with things to keep me entertained (but vertigo free) and we were running out of ideas. Sophie sarcastically said she could take me climbing. I thought about it for a second and then said ‘why not?’. I used to absolutely love climbing back during my Uni days, it really helped me to relax. Vertigo isn’t a fear of heights as many people mistakenly believe after a certain Alfred Hitchcock film. So we booked Clip N Climb at Exeter climbing wall eek!

I had almost had panic attack at 4am on D Day – not so much about the actual climbing but the impact it could have on me afterwards. Only had to swig a couple of bottles of Rescue Remedy to calm down! I relaxed all day so I was the best I could be vertigo wise.

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it was a nervous start on both parts. I think Soph deserves a medal for bravery for just taking a person with vertigo climbing let alone the actual climb itself! We were very fortunate in that normally there can be up to 30 kids in the place and we had it entirely to our selves; it was quiet and not busy so ideal for me. We had an absolute ball! After a shaky start requiring promises of wine and pizza to get Soph down from the top we were away. I found that as long as l didn’t look up or down and just concentrated at the matter at hand I felt fine!

Gladiators ready:

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At the top (let’s call it a draw ;-)):

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It’s was a tricky one but fun:

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The ‘Leap of Faith’- climb 8 metres up then launch off a platform onto a trapeze, just like being in the circus!

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I only did this to let the illness know who’s boss (sounds ridiculous I know).This was terrifying! I started to feel a bit dodgy at the top, the only reason I managed it was I realised that jumping was the quickest way to get down! Of course after the ‘invalid’ managed it poor old Soph really didn’t have much of a choice 😉

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I think this photo screams ‘screw you vertigo!’:

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Soph was so relaxed on this one she managed some yoga:

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Then we went for some well deserved wine, pizza (cheese free of course!) and banoffee pie.

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I’m so excited I managed it but I’m well aware I could pay for this big time over the next few days but it was worth it to feel NORMAL again. It’s nuts that I found climbing much easier than walking to the local shop 100 metres away. This illness really puzzles me but coming away has made me realise that yes, I have to be careful and ‘listen to my body’ but it doesn’t mean that I can’t ever have fun again. Duvet day today after all that excitement 😉

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5 Comments to

“I’m the king of the castle!”

  1. Avatar March 6th, 2013 at 8:21 pm Snowy Says:

    Fanbloodytastic! Good on you Sues! Show it who’s boss dammit! Used to love going climbing back in the day – and the two for a fiver bottles of wine after 🙂 remember throwing the sofa out the window?


  2. Avatar March 6th, 2013 at 8:39 pm Susan Cartwright Says:

    Yes of course, anyone would think we both had a competitive streak 😉 At the risk of sounding ancient, you can’t even get one bottle for a fiver these days!


  3. Avatar March 6th, 2013 at 10:03 pm woody Says:

    Unbelievable – I’m very impressed
    And banoffee pie!


  4. Avatar March 9th, 2013 at 6:16 pm Emma Says:

    That’s ace Sues!! Kick its ass!! I would never be brave enough to try that, let alone with vertigo!!


  5. Avatar March 15th, 2013 at 6:16 pm Susan Cartwright Says:

    Cheers Emma, it was designed for kids in mind but I was pretty proud of myself. Cheers for the encouragement! Hope you and your chickens are all well 😉


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Hi, My name is Susan and in 2010 I suddenly got very sick with vertigo and extreme fatigue. My life as I knew it changed forever. I had to leave my job as a junior Doctor to move back home with my family as I was unable to look after myself, let alone other people. It took a very long time, about 2644 doctors visits and ALL the tests to be told ‘congratulations, all your results are normal there is nothing wrong with you’, which was the most devastating news of all as there clearly WAS something horribly wrong, we just could not identify it.

 

Eventually, I was diagnosed with Chronic Lyme Disease which was great news as I finally had a reason to feel so ill. That was until I realised that there is no real recognised treatment and I was once again left to trying to navigate debilitating symptoms alone. More doctors, more tests, protocol after debilitating protocol and plenty of ‘ah ha’ moments later I finally started to heal. It was quite the journey and I have learnt a lot about what treatments are out there, and perhaps more importantly, the body’s amazing capacity to heal. I am now in a position where I want to help others to reclaim their health.

 

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