So the humiliation continues. I have found now that my driving skills have seriously deteriorated, my spatial awareness is terrible. We went to the local pub the other night and I drove. When we came home I was really struggling to park on the road outside my house. I have done this a zillion times before. I was back and forth, back and forth, a metre out, on the kerb and then a metre out again. Basically a total disaster for about ten minutes, it’s a straight bit of road! it really exhausted to me and I staggered to my door not used to my high healed boots (kinda a slippers or ugg boats girl at the moment) dropping keys and finally got into the house. The next morning we went to leave the house when the very same man who helped me with the ‘iced over door saga’ strolled over. He said ‘it looked like you’d had a good time last night, had you been to a Christmas do?’ to which I replied ‘no, I’d had two pints of water at the local’ – he must think I’m a total airhead and he’d be about right at the moment!

To add to the humiliation I passed out at my appointment with my naturopath. We then preceded to continue the appointment from the floor – he is a top guy!

Hmmm I have to admit this picture is a slight misrepresentation of how the appointment proceeded to go – not quite so happy or attractive (understatement of the year!) and more sobbing and soggy tissues!!

At the moment I have had so much nausea and vomiting I can’t even try the CBD oil to see if it will help with everything else. I have gone to desperate measures to feel better and nothing is working. I went to a yoga class the other day (highlight of my week!) and I had to dash after twenty minutes. The instructor got hold of my phone number to tell me to have some free sessions as she is feeling bad about it – pah not as bad as me I can tell you!

Hmmmmm just need to be able to actually do yoga I guess?

We made a slight mistake with the Christmas tree, it was so diddy compared to the others we thought it was the one. We got home and then realised it was so massive for my house, we can hardly see the TV but it looks great – I had to go out and buy A LOT of fairy lights mine looked a tad pathetic, they are on there honest!

Happy Christmas every body xx